Thank you for all your support about Boss. I’m feeling much happier and feel my decision was right for her. Now I look at Mahli and feel grateful we have her, or things would have been a lot harder. It’s been a draining time so now I look forward again. I’ve given myself a list to make me grateful. Here it is, I’m grateful I have:
Mahli to remind us of Boss
Wonderful neighbours who don’t even mind Mahli’s barking
Live in a beautiful country with democracy and no war
Live in a fabulous place near beaches and bush
Terrific sons, who are each unique and wonderful
A husband who loves me
A rewarding and responsible job
Fitness and health
A nice roof over my head and all that I need
My eyes are still good enough to write and read
My friend Carol is getting better
My in-laws are still alive and supportive
My grand-daughter and her mum and dad are amazing and bring me much joy.
As you can see I have much to be grateful for (even more than listed), so I chose to find my happiness and appreciate what I do have, not what I don’t have. Of course there are things I think I want, eg. nicer furniture, own home, money enough not to worry, yes all that nearly everyone wants; but I’m not materialistic and I know being grateful for your blessings is more beneficial than wanting anything more. We really don’t NEED those other things, we just WANT them. We do, however, need our health and fitness to get through our lives and I think people take that for granted. You need to look after yourself before you can look after anyone else.
So, I begin again on my commitment to fitness and health. I’ll eat better and trade one day of boot camp to running with Mahli instead. That way Mahli can stay healthy and happy long into her doggy life by my side.